Dear Diary,
Today was the worst of all. I fear nobody understands me. Mom left today but that is completely understandable. I mean, who would want to have to be around me and dad all day anyway. I'm a mistake, according to dad that is. I ruined the marriage, and their life. I'll never forget this day for as I long as live. The day the very essence of everything I knew crashed around me. They don't know me, I barely know myself anymore. I can't quite explain what I have become, but I am certain it won't be to the liking of my father. Mom wouldn't be too proud either. I was the "sun in her sky", if that were so then she must have a dark sky tonight, much like the ones to come ahead. I was always afraid of the dark, the fear that something was creeping up through it with cruel intentions. I am now the creeping cruel intentions. I am now the dark. I no longer have anything to fear, for from this day forward I am fear. If there ever were to be a day when i could simply sit and tell of my thoughts, that day would be today. After today? Well for most, that day will never come.
Today was the worst of all. I fear nobody understands me. Mom left today but that is completely understandable. I mean, who would want to have to be around me and dad all day anyway. I'm a mistake, according to dad that is. I ruined the marriage, and their life. I'll never forget this day for as I long as live. The day the very essence of everything I knew crashed around me. They don't know me, I barely know myself anymore. I can't quite explain what I have become, but I am certain it won't be to the liking of my father. Mom wouldn't be too proud either. I was the "sun in her sky", if that were so then she must have a dark sky tonight, much like the ones to come ahead. I was always afraid of the dark, the fear that something was creeping up through it with cruel intentions. I am now the creeping cruel intentions. I am now the dark. I no longer have anything to fear, for from this day forward I am fear. If there ever were to be a day when i could simply sit and tell of my thoughts, that day would be today. After today? Well for most, that day will never come.